Long time did not update my blog ler. Haha,last Sunday I was so happy. We went to Bugis shopping, eat nice food, and have a ride with DHL Hot Air Balloon! Actually we planned to go the day before,but,it was raining. So,we changed our plan to Sunday lo. It was the last day for the free ride. Lucky huh?
We was so excited. We went for DHL hot air balloon after those seniors (girls) shop here and there. Keke...girls are like that lo. Riding on Hot Air Balloon was fun. We were shouting here and there,haha,paiseh lar. The hot air balloon flew quite high. It is higher than the National Library of Singapore and Suntec City. Wow....we capture alot of picture too. It was really fun!!!!
After the ride,we went to a coffee house nearby and have some food. Haha,it is something like pie but with different flovours. There are peach,apple,arange and strawberry,nice man!!! Although it is quite expensive but I still think that it is worth for it. After shopping,we went for dinner in one of my favourite restaurant "Ajisen Ramen". Wah,I miss the food so much. The Ramen is really nice but it is quite expensive too. Every was paying $15.20. My freind keep on complian,haha,stingy huh?
It is really nice that I can spent lots of time with my friend to have fun here and there. Haha,seems like I am here to enjoy but not study,this is what my father always say. By the way,I received some bad news today ler. My friend's father just passed away and he is now in Penang. Condolences to him. One of my friend could not get her tuition grant,and she decided to go back to Malaysia. Sad huh.. What I learn from here is,we must always appreciate the person around us and think positively all the time ler...
Hot Air Balloon
This Is Me
Coming alone to Singapore was not my choice. I do not know why I chose to be here. I do not understand why I wanted to be here. I do not foresee how I can survive alone here. I felt lonely the moment I stepped into NTU. Everything was unfamiliar to me, the buildings, the people, and every single thing.
To protect myself against the potentially harmful uncertainty, I act, in front of parents, acquaintances, friends. I am tired of being pretentious. I may appear strong outside, yet I feel weak inside. I feel unsettled deep in my heart, worrying about every single day spent in NTU, tormented by the possible problems I am going to face, and all these lead to sleeping difficulty. If only I were a little more sociable, a little more composed, and a little more mature, I may not need to worry as much as I am now. Or, am I simply being overly pessimistic?
I am still attached to my life at home. I miss my parents dearly, tears often stream down my face by just talking to them on the phone. I miss my peers in Malaysia too. It saddens me to realize that friends come and go in our life, and it is impossible to be together forever because we have different goals and visions to pursue. Nonetheless, I do not want to feel upset all the time as this affects my studies and my emotional stability.
Since this is the destination I have chosen for my next four years, I must adapt well and persevere through. I must have faith in myself and in the will of God. I will seek strength from the Lord. “Lord Jesus, I need You. Please bless me with faith and the strength to persist on to eventually achieve my goals.” Amen.
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My Uni Life
Some times I ask myself,why I have to study here? Why I want to come here alone and all my best friend in Malaysia? Why don I just study in Malaysia that have better life style and less competitors? Studying here is fun but at the same time there are stress too. There are alot of clever and hardworking people here. Is fun to know more people around the world and that is stress to compete with them.
If I am clever, If I am hardworking, If I am good enough, I shouldn't be worrying this much. I admit that I am not clever and not hardworking. Is hard for me to discipline myself to study every day. I miss my Form 6 life. Although is busy,but I still enjoy it. Friends, committee members, and juniors are always around me. Is really happy to be with them and have fun with them. But here is different. Every 1 is busy with their studies,luckily,there are still alot of chance for us to meet up and have our dinner together.
I always tell myself, I have to survuve in this condition no matter what. This is the university that i chose, this is the life that I chose, I have to do it. I know that, my parents and friends are always care and supporting me all this while. I couldn't dissapoint them,right? I know GOD will always bless me, and I believe that I can do it. Cheers....
A New Day Has Come,Yeah!!!
Yuhoo...I am so so so happy,you know why? I changed to another room already. Can live without dirty place, can live without smelly odour, can live without that fat fat and smelly smelly guy,haha. You know what? That dirty guy can wear the same cloth can not bath for 1 to 2 days, WTF!!!
Luckily that day got some time for me before I tapao my lunch from Canteen 9, and Hall 9 office is just there. I decided to complian and remind the officer to change a room for me. And, she allowed,Yeah!!! My new room mate is from EEE (Electric and Electronic Engineering) Year 4, and he is from Johor. Ka Ki Lang,from Malaysia too. He is so much more organize compare to that "fatty" and much more cleaner than him too...luckily,haha...
Just wanna share something about last Friday's concert. Tong Ern and Fan Yi Cheng came to NTU for concert too. Haha, sure i wont miss this chance to meet with stars, of course. Their performance are quite good, just that the responce are not that well, maybe they are not so famous in Singapore. Never mind, keep up your good work ya, Tong Ern and Fan Yi Cheng.
MeRdEkA NiGht
Wah...long time did not upgrade my blog already,haha. Last Saturday was a wonderful night. We are having a Masquerade Ball in Hall 15 function hall. That afternoon,I was so busy preparing. Preparing my formal attire and tie,preparing my gel,my mask(that i bought in Bugis),bla bla bla.... I wan to look handsome on that day mer,so must prepare earlier lo,haha.
When I reach there with a bunch of my friends,some of the MSAians are there already,including my buddies. Walao,they look so different that night,all guys are smart and girls are pretty. Some of them even decorate their own mask,haha,inovative right? At the begining of the event,there is a ice breaking. Every 1 have their own partner and we dance "in square",haha... After the dinner,we have alot of lame games too. It is happy that most of the Malaysian in NTU celebrating Merdeka Night together.
Not forget about 1 of the "small event" of the night. Ex-commitee member of Malaysian Student Association (MSA) were on stage. Ex-president were talking his speech,can see that he love MSA alot. After that,the new president on stage and introduce the new MSA commitee member,and I am 1 of them. Being award as the Vice President is really happy and chalenging. It is great to have a good chance to serve the association,the Malaysian...
Before the end of Merdeka Night,every 1 were dancing toeach other. Some romantic songs were played at that moment. Haha,I also dance ler,invited lots of pretty girls dance with me,guys out there,don be jealous k? There were some clubbing songs played at that time too. Every 1 was like crazy dancing there,haha... All also got "high" that night.
It was a tiring and exciting night. Really nice to have fun with so many people who are from a same country,hope that there is another "night" again.