It's freezing.
The kind of feeling where no one bother you,
No one care for you,
And every one is away from you.
People only find you when they are in need,
When you can help them,
When they have a favor in you.
When you are no longer useful,
They will just ignore you,
abandon you.
Who know whether you are in pain, when you are hurt.
They don't really care.
Why should I still do so much,
So much until letting so many things to hurt myself?
I shall be selfish,
I need to protect myself,
I need to love myself....